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Homage to Elisabeth Fritzl and her kids! Some reflections concerning the unbelievable Flitzl story in Austria: the
...... (can not find any discription för this maniac!) father who
encaved his 18 yrs old daughter for 24yrs! (and later some of their
jointed kids), in a sellar totally pity-less! In darkness and extreme
horror, day and night 24 hrs! 7 days a week! yrs long/ ages further!
Winter-spring-summer-automn! The extremely malacious father who raped
his own daughter for so long time without any mercy, gave birth to 7
kids with her....treated them like.............?! I
try to ask how, why, what for? and my imagination is completely blowed
out to emptiness! I never thought that there could be such shameful
acts! Such cold hearts! horrible minds!! Such cruelty! Such lack of
empathy! It is so awful to realize how such things can happen! Sit
down! Imagine scenarios when you feel you want to wake up! Wake up from
a nightmare just to realize that it is not just A nightmare but
multi-nightmares/ infinitly ditto! And the nightmares are for real! Imagine to think that even Hell might be a paradise compared to "this"! This... Imagine,
further the feeling of waking up and realizing how easy it is to be
totally mistaken, betrayed, mistreated, humiliated...... I
am exceedingly sad to see that the people you are supposed to trust
most of all are doing so fabulously much bad to you and don´t hesitate
to hurt you, not for a twinkle, anytime!. Lay
down! Close your eyes and you are now just capable to see Devils around
you! Sssssssscreaming around you! In your ears - blowing your heart!
your brain! your spirit! out! Out - reaching galaxies! Light-years away! -
declaring persistently: Do not think you are going to be free! Do not!
You are in our total power! And you totally depend on us! So! Just
start to accept that yet there is more and worse to come! And we will
certainly do our best to exponentially blow out your existence in the
worst matters! What a betrayal! What a disaster!
So much distress!  So much pain! What emotional impacts are turning around all this mess? In my mind? In all minds? Where is the trust? to anyone? anything? even yourself? Where is the justice? Where are the powers? Will there always be fear? Will there ever be any peace? So fragile life is! And
So amazing it is! at the same time! - keep to ask myself: how can a
person hold it anyway a time like this? Hold its messed pieces without
loosing its mind, its integrity, its respect for life! So my greatest Homage to you: Elisabeth Fritzl! What a person! You! are! What a mother! You! are! I am thinking about a lot! Elisabeth Fritzl................ My heart is shaking for her! My mind too! But wait: SUDDENLY! I realize: this maniac Josef Fritzl did one Good and Big thing: He gave birth to this Great person! To Elisabeth Fritzl! The maniac he is! The even bigger maniac he remains! Indeed! So absurd life is!
A
number of different emotions are here to stay! Making you for ever
realizing: yes you have been betrayed. Of course by your closest
persons who are supposed to protect you! to support you! to love you!
To take care of you!
No strength even for any anger anymore! - just A lot of emptiness! Can we ever trust anyone? Can I? So plz let us see how we can do to avoid such situations?!! How can we seed trust! responsibility! respect for each? for ourselves? How can we reconciliate with each in our inter-human relations? All is left to say! All is left to do! Ages forward!
I am so SAD and SORRY for all the inhumanity around! 
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